i feel dam down now... i don't know why. my whole body no strength. i need someone's shoulder to cry on or let me lean on. this is the first time i feel so no strength. help me!!!

i miss u !

i miss you so much.... i cry every time when i misses u. i can only hope that u will appear in my dreams. i  think about u sometimes. when i woke up from a dream of you i cried. i feel the pain in my heart. i can feel the emptiness of my heart. i feel sorry for everything. crying, regret, guilty, sorry shouldn't appear and doesn't work right now. life ain't good without you. i feel the loneliness. i can feel it like you feel it before this. i'm just immature during that time. i wish u will be fine all the time. because u had suffered for so long. may god bless u and stay with u all the time.  :)

hair cut

went for a haircut today at kl. a stylish which is also their teacher helped me cut half and a student helped me cut half. cut a classic bob. the teacher was very funny and kind. i suddenly just fell in love with him. i became their demo not modal. so i got RM50. muahaha...... 

quite emo after the haircut till now. don't know why.