勇气

我喜欢你。我依然没有勇气告诉你。昨天看不到你还以为你没来，我傻傻的在canteen等你。最后看到你了放心了。今天你比赛好想要去支持你但要工作。还是希望你能得奖。我知道你可以得奖的。对你满满的信心。

最经心情都不好，就是开心不起来。感觉到好累好绝望因为没有机会可以看到你了。我要去ferringhi grill 了。上班时间不一样，吃饭时间不一样。老天爷帮帮我。让他爱我好吗。我不想要错过。

很高兴今天你和我说话。当你问我喜欢你的时候我好想说我爱你。但我还是说朋友的喜欢。我真的真的想要和你在一起。这是我第一次一直在佛面前请求你爱我。我真的爱上你了。我可以牺牲我的假期来上班看你。我真的好希望你可以爱我。老天爷让他爱我吧！拜托！不想要有遗憾的离开这里。希望奇迹可以出现！

love

2nd day working in banquet kitchen. was extremely excited to come in here. thanks god everything went well and smooth. i got to see him. that's the only reason why i was excited to go banquet. he's working next to my station. whenever he pass by my heart skips a beat. wish he could talk to me. today he did ask me a question. that was how old am i. i answered' what do you think'. he replied'19'? i answered'20'. that's it. the end of the conversation. was hoping that god will let him love me. just that simple. i just want god to let him love me. im willing to sacrifice for him to stay here. god, pls help me to let him fall for me. i just wanttt him. not other guy. pls godd....