你的离开

你的离开以经有三年了。

原来时间都过得这么快。

我习惯了没？

屋里好安静哦！

没有说出来的话我来不及讲，就是我下辈子还要做你的女儿。

不过这一次我会好好的孝顺你。

跟你开心享处在一起的日子不多。

我现在慢幔的才发现原来我和你是一样的。

我们都不把爱说出来。

其是我们都关心对方的。

一个人真的不好生活。

你的离开让我领悟到没有你我也不能过得快了些。

寂寞和孤单慢慢的闯进我的世界里。

college

i'm gonna start college on the 2th of May. most of my friends are going to segi college same as me. hie gie just text me and said she go to sime darby college... medical lab tech... i was shocked enough.. the course i'm enrolling now seems to be like a low class course for me... i'm envy for those people who are going for the medical course... my science were so good but i don't take science course... i don't know why.. nurse is a big opportunity course and job but i refuse to... now my plan is to study my foundation and continue with my degree... later on i will go some part time courses for baking and pastry... my dream is to own a bakery shop. i envy them(medical students)...

my second goal is to become a wealthy person. i can buy things that i want. i can buy cars that i want to drive. i can buy land and build my own dream house. i can spend a lot of money. i can donate some of my money to the poor people, orphanage, old folks home, adopt a children from unicef. go travel around the world with my father. let my father live a luxurious life.... and of course not to be greedy... i want to become a social worker and go to africa to do social work and help the poor ones...

i hurt him!

wo bu dong de zen me qu mian dui...

shuo yi xuan zhe tuo....

wo zhi dao wo xin li yi jing you le da an ke shi wo pa shuo le hui shang ni xin...

wo bu dong de zen me kai kou...

wo jin tian shou dao ni de msg...

ni rang wo zhi dao wo zen de rang ni shou hen da de shang...

ke nen wo zhao yi dian kai kou jiu bu hui na me shang le...

wo zhen de zhen de bu dong zen me kai kou.... dui bu qi!! SORRY!!!

一向来不喜欢说谎的我怎么越来越会说谎了？我不要这样的我。从现在起我要改变！！！

怎么寂寞好像慢慢变成我的朋友了？

Chichi你就要这样的不说一声就不见了吗？我好想念你你知道吗？我找了所有的地方都没有你。我该怎么办！！！！！！！！！！ T_T

Happy Chinese new year! Just came back from Terengganu yesterday. We when to beach. I ride a horse. It's pretty nice and nervous riding on the back of the horse but a good experience. They are very good they listen to instruction. I started becoming loving horses. Hahah...... Anyway I love animals. My wish for this year CNY is wish everybody healthy and safe.