if there's a day

if there's a day the God ask me what i want

i will tell the God that i just want all the bad,sad things to turn into good and happy things

just like every second every minute there are people 'leaving' this world,

people suffering from sickness,

people suffering from hungry,

and others.....

i just don't want all that to be happening,

if u see them one by one are leaving us u will be heart pain or sad crying

i can't recover my heart pain when i see a person dying in front of me or sufferig in front of me

is this all suppose to happen?

or is just disaster

till now i still can't recover of your death

i don't know when it will recover maybe a few days more, few months or forever

is just like a deep cut in my heart that will never recover.....