first day of school

2day the first day of school...
i woke up at 5.40 am cause i can't sleep
i'm very expect...
can say i'm happy
n can say i'm sad
50 50 la..
i'm sad is because u r not schooling with me anymore u graduated
n i can't c u anymore
everytime when after school i'll wait n concentrate to find u
after i saw u i'm so happy
but now i'm alone...
we 2 r so fate
cause we 2 join the same activities..
just like :
*basketball.
*scouts.
*account. ( in the same classroom like u in form 4 )
*red group.
yesterday when i msg u i'm so happy
going to get mad n crazy....
y nw u don't recently online
last time u keep online almost everyday
but when i'm form 3 u started not online just a few times only
i know y cause u need to prepare for ur exam's n SPM
so i hope that this year u will be back....

i still in love with u
but u don't know
i wanted to tell u but i'm scared
so i'm the most stupiest girl in this world who love a boy but not telling him
this situation remains for already 2 n the half years
i don't know y is so difficult to tell
i keep waiting n waiting from days to days
but
i can't...
i'm mad about u...forever n ever
i'm crazy about u.. forever n ever
this secrect love will it be interesting n beautiful...
i really hope it can...
because this is the first time i meet a boy n fall in love with him for almost 3 years....