the first time !

today is 2010 Basketball MSSD the first day
we lose...to bandar puchong jaya(A)
everybody was so upset
especially pei ling.
her hand was injured last Thursday.
the score was 10 vs 13
just only lost 3 marks
just shoot for one ball 3 point then pass
but we didn't did it.
for the last quarter a few minutes before the game ends
we all make it to 10 marks
everybody was so happy n the boys are shouting
i though we can catch up with the points n win
but at last we didn't make it.
is a kind of disappointed.
but we cannot do anything we lose!
my job is to defend the no.9 opponent not to let her touch the ball
i keep trying n struggling to catch up with her foot steps but I'm not too fast enough.
but it didn't mean that i never get a chance to defend her i just lose for a few times i think is 3 to 4 times.
I'm already very sad about this.
this year MSSD is the first year i went down to play for so long normally i will just sit on the bench. i hate to sit on the bench u know. but I'm too scare n nervous when I'm playing in the match.
last after our game the under 15,the boys team n teachers when to USJ 4 school for their match.
n for our team we went to eat at maju-maju. actually pei ling is going with us
but after a bit of situation she just leave me n siew wei to maju-maju but still have some people there waiting for us.
we don't know where pei ling went but after we reached maju-maju chrisanne received a phone call by pei ling saying that she is crying ask her to go and persuade her. chrisanne go.i wish she will be ok....not to be too sad n keep blaming herself.
me n the others start eating. after i have done. it's 1.10. i said bye to them n faster rushed to school n wait for my school bus. i'm not following them to USJ 4.
my left leg was injured too. because one of the opponent bang my leg so now my leg muscle dam pain. n having trouble in walking.
at first i'm very sad because we lose because this game is not suppose to lose i wonder why we will lose. the only thing is everybody play like shit. no strengh at all shoot also like shit.
until hweei teeng also speechless. this is the first time i saw hweei teeng like that. n this is the first time Basketball MSSD first match already lose....the first ever...
tmr also no hope d la... we vs seksyen 4
pei ling said seksyen 4 very pro even though wan sean said they all very short just like me. n hweei teeng tmr is not coming to coach us.
but anyway we also must try our best...
but i finally understand a moral value is
'no matter what is the result, we must accept it with a open heart. Not to thing we actually can win or we actually not to lose these negative words. You must think another angle. Even though we lose but i already try my best. I have already struggle, put all my effort in n play this game as well as i can for my teammates,my coach,my school n myself. N i have work together n struggle together with my teammates. This is the most important thing. The others question that is not that important anymore. Cause these question may only let you feel more sad n hurt your brain nerves.'


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