last night dream bout my mother.
always i dream bout her she is health. so i'm happy
every time after the dream i will sure miss her a lot.
in reality i miss her so much n the way i saw her is by dreaming.
dreaming helps me to see her back.
i wish she will come back to my life so that i don't need to miss her
my heart is taken half away with her.
things change.
time still continue to run.
but i'm still at the very beginning point drawing so many circles
but i realise that our relation will never go back to the beginning point of the circle.
as time travels things continue to change without my knowing.
i wish things will go back words.
i'm not brave.
my heart can't be strong.
bie ren yi wei wo hen jian qiang ke shi zhe zhi shi wei juang er yi.
wo bu yao bie ren kan dao wo de shang xin nan guo de yi mian.
suo yi wo xue zhe wei zhuang lai yan gai zhi zi de bei shang he tong ku.