matured

i'm so angry that everytime when u all talk in the phone suddenly i'm involved in u guys conversation. u guys like to complaint bout me. wish i don't like it. i don't like the way u keep babbling on me. and tell me i need to me mature n do this do that. i know u guys care for me. i know that truly. but can u guys don't keep babbling or complaint bout me. i know that i'm not matured enough i know i don't look like an adult i know my attitude is bad i know i'm stubborn but i'm trying my best to make myself matured, change my attitude make myself more perfect. i know in u guys eyes i'll never look perfect enough. i'm always the one who is a bad attitude, stubborn, stupid, dumb n retarded. i know myself well enough though can u please understands me. if i have the brave to tell u, i will just wanna tell u i want u to stop babbling n complaining me. if u want me to be matured so the only way is that u stop babbling n complaining me n i face my failed, wrongs, mistakes, regret, problems myself. and from there i only know where i'm wrong n i learn from my mistakes theres the only way to make myself more matured there is no use u everyday babbling on me. u just waste u energy. u know human makes mistake.