work! ^_^

tmr is last day of my part time job. i feel very 不舍得. this is the first time i go for part time at summit usj mcdonald. first day of work i feel very tired n i want to stop working but after i continued to work for so many days i feel like is fun working there. they love to make jokes having fun. everyday i worked there i don't feel boring cause they make me laugh n smile. is already so long i don't feel so happy like that all the troubles have been push to the back of my head or even out of my mind just concentrate n focused. Monday i'm going to be back as normal continue with my studies n troubles.

today morning a mcdonald old lady crew member have a break n she drink tea n also took a lot of sugar n creamer i was shocked but i just want to make a joke n tell her wow y u took so many packet of sugar n creamer she answered SHUT UP! YO. at that time i am very angry n bu shuang her but wht can i do i continued with my work. some more the guy manager he told me to break but i said if i break now then later i hungry then i cannot break d n on the same time raymond go break he's a vegetarian so i just wanted to test the food he brought but the manager ask me to go work n kepy saying i hungry but don't want to break very stubborn i also told him that i really just want to taste raymond's vegetarian food cause i'm curious but he don't believed me n kept saying the sentence n make me feel so sad n pain cause i'm again the one who kena misunderstand. after break i did melissa's runner n another crew she help me to do the fries then she go and press served then suddenly i kena marah from melissa she said y u go n pressed served the costumer want to change the drink actually is not me pressed but melissa kept scolding me n scold me i kept answering her back is not me i never done that is she but she still kept babbling. on that moment i really want to look at my face n expression how is it look like cause y everytime ppl kept misunderstands me? sometimes when i do good person but the feedback to me is always the other side. y?! y?! do i really look like a liar. y everytime ppl kept misunderstand me?! it's so hurt! i really don't know wht to do to make ppl stop misunderstands me. n also everytime when i'm in a good mood doing that thing ppl sure will said the other side. on that moment my mood of doing that thing suddenly it shattered. this is wht i everytime kena.