I know its been 3 months since the last post. yesterday I dream of you. thank you for coming to visit me. every time  in the dream I feel like crying. my heart hurts in the dream and i can even feel it real. i don't want to wake up. because when i wake up i know i cant see you, hear you, touch you. this is the only way that i can hear you, see you, sense you, touch you. thank you for coming to my dream. i will appreciate it. i'm looking forward for the next visit. don't make me wait too long. i'll always wait for you.    I LOVE U MUM!