i feel pity for her. i don't know what to do to help her. but one thing im happy about is she still can pregnant. im here to wish her luck and to ask for god's help to give he strength to overcome all these. please god give her strength.. she got nobody to turn to now.. and i don't know how to help her. i will appreciate if you answer my prayer.
she shouldn't meet my father.. she should meet a better person.. my father is sucks honestly. he told me not to lie but he is the biggest liar ever on earth. never a person meet 007 is a good thing. as a child of his i don't feel love from him and he is too selfish. he don't let me out. he don't believe me. yeah i do lie. but have you ever thought why i'm lying? i lie because if i tell the truth you're gonna be mad at me. feeling so stress living in this roof. every time i go to bf house i don't feel like leaving. because i don't feel the stress and pressure. i envy my bf. he has a loving mother and sis. but i got no one. even though i have lyn and xian in my life but its something different. he's really a bad ass dad. yeah maybe im still young to think like this. maybe when i grew up i will understand. but now i don't get it okay! what effects a person the most is family or loves one. if you have a happy and warm family please appreciate that and congrats cause not everyone is so lucky. you can be the nicest person in the world if you have a loving family. but if you have a worst family you're gonna get crazy one day trust me.
for me family doesn't mean much in my life cause they ruin my life. yeah i might be a bad girl a bad daughter that don't appreciate what i got. i can say that i hate my family for this moment...
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