you drove passed, i saw some one was sitting at the passenger side. without a doubt i jumped into a conclusion it was her. i just cant think of anyone else sitting beside you. my heart suddenly just hurt a little. my mood just went down. i shouldn't be sad. i thought i have already let go of you but today i realised i haven't. i kept asking myself almost everyday what if he appears infront of me one day? what should i do? how i would react? but im sure i wont smile at him. i will give him a gesture or just make him transparent. but what about my heart and my mood? will it be just like today? i dont want to.. i dont want because of him i spoil my day, my mood and everything. i dont want him to influence me...