FUCK!!! Being force to go college tomorrow. because of a gathering. i'm not interested in it. plus, i'm lazy to go. it's a boring college. 




i don't know why when i heard that you have already change your target i will get so sad. i was thinking about it the whole day. i just couldn't know why? am i jealous? it's just a selfish thought that you don't like anyone except me.... i think through my feelings to you every time. i just don't want to be with you but i can't think about you like other girls. dammit!!! can someone tell me what am i doing? what actually my feeling towards him? the real answered me is my heart, myself...