just change!

started college for 1 week already. i feel the change between me, michelle and mun kuan. we usually go to the account tuition and add maths tuition together but now i'm learning these on my own.... i feel lonely. i don't get joy. i said i'm not going touch account anymore but unfortunately i have to continue learning it... mun kuan go for multimedia design and michelle go for mass communication. i feel the distance between us... i don't know why. i feel sad too. i want to go back to the time when the three of us are together. i feel a bit regret taking this course. argh!!! why are these feeling coming towards me. i should enjoy my college life. but i don't. i feel dam boring. and there are no handsome guys for me to look at. what a shit college.  things should not change!!!  T_T