lanciau! 你又讲这个问题。 fuck you! 我只是说不能一次过洗那么多衣服吧了你就那么敏感。 什么是都gui我。 你什么事喔。 食物的东西我没有讲什么咯

i wish that i'm born in 80's. i truly love the songs very much. it just touches my heart and sometimes make me broke down.

my song >>

years went by
the wall in my heart so high
been living alone
like a grass
walk down the memory lane
sorry is all i can say
i need someone to love
to carry me when i'm weak
to lend me a shoulder to cry
to pull me from darkness
i don't know, don't know
i'm gonna hold on how long
i just wanna take a break

i feel dam down now... i don't know why. my whole body no strength. i need someone's shoulder to cry on or let me lean on. this is the first time i feel so no strength. help me!!!

i miss u !

i miss you so much.... i cry every time when i misses u. i can only hope that u will appear in my dreams. i  think about u sometimes. when i woke up from a dream of you i cried. i feel the pain in my heart. i can feel the emptiness of my heart. i feel sorry for everything. crying, regret, guilty, sorry shouldn't appear and doesn't work right now. life ain't good without you. i feel the loneliness. i can feel it like you feel it before this. i'm just immature during that time. i wish u will be fine all the time. because u had suffered for so long. may god bless u and stay with u all the time.  :)

hair cut

went for a haircut today at kl. a stylish which is also their teacher helped me cut half and a student helped me cut half. cut a classic bob. the teacher was very funny and kind. i suddenly just fell in love with him. i became their demo not modal. so i got RM50. muahaha...... 

quite emo after the haircut till now. don't know why.  

FUCK!!! Being force to go college tomorrow. because of a gathering. i'm not interested in it. plus, i'm lazy to go. it's a boring college. 




i don't know why when i heard that you have already change your target i will get so sad. i was thinking about it the whole day. i just couldn't know why? am i jealous? it's just a selfish thought that you don't like anyone except me.... i think through my feelings to you every time. i just don't want to be with you but i can't think about you like other girls. dammit!!! can someone tell me what am i doing? what actually my feeling towards him? the real answered me is my heart, myself... 

just change!

started college for 1 week already. i feel the change between me, michelle and mun kuan. we usually go to the account tuition and add maths tuition together but now i'm learning these on my own.... i feel lonely. i don't get joy. i said i'm not going touch account anymore but unfortunately i have to continue learning it... mun kuan go for multimedia design and michelle go for mass communication. i feel the distance between us... i don't know why. i feel sad too. i want to go back to the time when the three of us are together. i feel a bit regret taking this course. argh!!! why are these feeling coming towards me. i should enjoy my college life. but i don't. i feel dam boring. and there are no handsome guys for me to look at. what a shit college.  things should not change!!!  T_T