2010 is going to an end.
2011 is coming.
I andrea Lim next year gonna sit for SPM.
and my target is get 6A.

off day for me...
today i finally understand why i'm so scare that one day i will forget you.
the reason is because i don't get along with u everytime.. the memories with u is less.. so this is why i will forget u..

倪安東 - 紳士

倪安東 - 紳士

別責怪我 不夠誠實
在這個關頭 依然 堅持壓抑
謝謝妳宣佈 我們愛情 沒有戰勝時間
我也把放棄 演成 像一個共識
沒有拉扯 無需爭執
我約束自己 從此 絕不喊疼
可笑的固執 襯托一種 很安靜的難過
藏在我的世界 妳再也看不見
再微笑 未免太做作 時間剛好 妳該轉身
讓我 獨自優雅地 示範寂寞 至少好過 兩個人牽絆
我知道 我已經盡力 還是 說不出 不要走
撒個有心的謊 我想 妳會原諒
像個紳士 卻無能為力 這劇情 多適合我
妳能幸福的話 成全 太虛假 又怎樣
沒有拉扯 無需爭執
我約束自己 從此 絕不喊疼
可笑的固執 襯托一種 很安靜的難過
藏在我的世界 妳再也看不見
再微笑 未免太做作 時間剛好 妳該轉身
讓我 獨自優雅地 示範寂寞 至少好過 兩個人牽絆
我知道 我已經盡力 還是 說不出 不要走
撒個有心的謊 我想 妳會原諒
像個紳士 卻無能為力 這劇情 多適合我
妳能幸福的話 成全 太虛假 又怎樣
再等待 畢竟太墮落 早該習慣 分分合合
原來 最極致的溫柔 叫沉默 我捨不得 讓妳有遺憾
我知道妳真的盡力 只是 不得不 提分手
有幸 和平收場 Baby, just move on
像個紳士 目送妳離去 這樣夠不夠成熟
要幸福的方法 分開 別管我 愛逞強
分開 別管我 愛逞強

the worst day ever in my life or in mcd !!!! WTF am i doing...

today manager ask me to stok up ribena, orange juice, milo...
i make ribena first then when i stok up i pour to the wrong place i pour it to ice lemon tea...
Rasidah is so angry... i'm so sorry T_T
and also the milo chrisanne told me 9000ml of water.at first i believe in her but i do until half then i said how can so much water so i call kak su. she said where got so much water one packet of milo i packet of water only... i think i already pour 5200ml water. then kak su said put more milo then she stok up in front d. she ask me pour one more packet of milo. but the milo so much left. a whole backet. i was sooooooooooooooooooo worried that other manager will see it. then kak su said faster put in the fridge and covered it..
before i punched out i said sorry to Rasidah i know she is still angry but she like nothing but i know what she's thinking. now the problem is i scate that other manager will know when they stok up that time. Melissa said don't worry got a lot of ppl order milo want. but i don't think so. hope that today they will finished up the milo. pls help me God.... i don't want to be scolded by my manager and also waste food... cross my finger..


WORST DAY EVER !!!

倪安東 Anthony - 藏起來

Love this <3>
support ur first album! :)

倪安东 (Anthony Neely) @ 首张专辑《第一课》


1. 第一课
2. Sorry That I Loved You
3. 末日快乐
4. 散场的拥抱
5. 不耐烦
6. 幸福事小
7. 缠斗
8. 恶梦
9. 绅士
10. 藏起来
11. The Blower's Daughter

holidays going to start... i'm going to be very boring... doesn't know wht to do...i wish i can have a story book to read....but don't know whether see kee have it or not....i don't want to stared infront of the com everyday....pls....

i'm dissapointed for my year end result...i didn't put all my effort in so i only get the kind of result.....i know i can do much more better...

just came back from school. today the sejarah paper want to say hard cannot said want to say difficult cannot said but actually is very easy if u really read and remember and understand. Jessica she kena caught by teacher she tiru... luckily i don't kena.... fewh! tmr moral... how? 36 nilai...

exams week for me... busy study doing revision... yesterday i never thought i will see u again. at first i thought i saw a wrong person. u still the same no change. when i first saw u my mind flooded with a lot of question.

1. did u saw me?
2. did u still recognised me?
3. will u suddenly change ur mind n fall in love with me?
4. am i still loving u?

Why i still hope u will love me one day. why? i thought i don't love u anymore but i still don't dared to look into ur eyes. wo zhi dao wo zai duo bi ke shi wo bu ai ni la... na wei shen me wo hai bu gan kan zhe ni de yan jing ne? wei shen me wo hai qi dai... hai shi ni zhi shi yi ge wo nian nian bu wang de qing ren. wo hao shiang zhi dao da an. you shui ke yi gei wo yi ge jie da ma?wo dao di hai ai bu ai ni? ke shi je yi chi wo zhen de zhu fu ni nen he ta zai yi qi hen jiu. wo dou bu xin tong huo xin suan. zhe shi bu shi dai biao wo zhen de bu ai ni le? i zhen de bu shaing dui ni nian nian bu wang wo zhen de hao xing ku....... T_T

yesterday was my last day of part time. i think i fall in love with one of the manager. but i will forget him. i will miss you all! don't forget me! and i will come back and work there again... don't worry. work there really makes me happy. bye bye guys and thank you for taking care of me and make friends with me i will never forget all the moments... c u guys soon... bye bye...

work! ^_^

tmr is last day of my part time job. i feel very 不舍得. this is the first time i go for part time at summit usj mcdonald. first day of work i feel very tired n i want to stop working but after i continued to work for so many days i feel like is fun working there. they love to make jokes having fun. everyday i worked there i don't feel boring cause they make me laugh n smile. is already so long i don't feel so happy like that all the troubles have been push to the back of my head or even out of my mind just concentrate n focused. Monday i'm going to be back as normal continue with my studies n troubles.

today morning a mcdonald old lady crew member have a break n she drink tea n also took a lot of sugar n creamer i was shocked but i just want to make a joke n tell her wow y u took so many packet of sugar n creamer she answered SHUT UP! YO. at that time i am very angry n bu shuang her but wht can i do i continued with my work. some more the guy manager he told me to break but i said if i break now then later i hungry then i cannot break d n on the same time raymond go break he's a vegetarian so i just wanted to test the food he brought but the manager ask me to go work n kepy saying i hungry but don't want to break very stubborn i also told him that i really just want to taste raymond's vegetarian food cause i'm curious but he don't believed me n kept saying the sentence n make me feel so sad n pain cause i'm again the one who kena misunderstand. after break i did melissa's runner n another crew she help me to do the fries then she go and press served then suddenly i kena marah from melissa she said y u go n pressed served the costumer want to change the drink actually is not me pressed but melissa kept scolding me n scold me i kept answering her back is not me i never done that is she but she still kept babbling. on that moment i really want to look at my face n expression how is it look like cause y everytime ppl kept misunderstands me? sometimes when i do good person but the feedback to me is always the other side. y?! y?! do i really look like a liar. y everytime ppl kept misunderstand me?! it's so hurt! i really don't know wht to do to make ppl stop misunderstands me. n also everytime when i'm in a good mood doing that thing ppl sure will said the other side. on that moment my mood of doing that thing suddenly it shattered. this is wht i everytime kena.

no improved! :(

my add maths still no improved.it go the other way. i make a decision to stop tuition. i don't wanna waste my father's money, my time, my auntie n uncle's time n petrol. but i will not give up on add maths. i know i will not fail one day.



NOT GIVING UP ON ADD MATHS!!!!!!!!!!!!! GAMBATEH!!!!!! :)

15 years first time ever!

i had a party invitation from my friend to her birthday party last Saturday after school at sunway pyramid.i never though i will wear skirt, make up, high hills. i never though i will had this chance. i really don't like it. but after form 5 i will change my attitude. to be feminine. n when i go college i will be very feminine. i think it will be 360 degrees turn. watch out! :) don't look down at me! i know i don't know how to make up but i till know a little about fashion. i feel like i'm a women's home. i don't like to go outside for shopping but if u say travelling that would be different! :)

nature

i love to take photograph. not about myself. is about the nature. i will take pictures on every places of the nature. i love to see the nature. it makes me relax. i wish i could travel around the world. but it's imposible i know. if i could i will. n i will take lots n lots of pictures. my friends love to take pic at me but i don't like it. because when i look on the pic of myself it looks ugly. i love to take photograph is because i want every moment come to a halt when i snap the pic. n when one day when i open the photo album i would remember the moments. taking photo pic is fun. it is not neccesary that u need to become a photographer. but u can't be ur own photographer.

carnival 2010

today was my school carnival day. i hope i can see u again. n my wishes really came true. i saw u with ur gf. i'm not jealous but the feeling for u suddenly came back to me. u look different n handsome. ur hairstyle change a little but i still can recognized u. i still don't dare to look at ur face when u r talking with my friend sitting beside me. u never recognized me. cause i already change my hairstyle n my spectacles. n i also knew u won't recognized me. i also don't dare to say hi. i'm still a bit sad. when u r talking to kar mern i don't dare to look at u i just pretending to look else where like i don't know u. but i'm still happy to see u again. when u n ur gf where looking around in the canteen i just can't take my eyes of u. u two are so matched together. i don't really believe when u r still with her. i can see that u LOVE her so much. my heart hurts a little bit but i have to accept the truth the cruel truth. anyway i still hope u be happy. today carnival day also happen something hysterical thing. first, our bugger were nice, so many ppl coming to our stall n u have to wait until u can die the queue is so long n the business is so good until halfway they said finish d. second, there is one more person kena rasuk hantu again. this incident starts from thursday. i don't know wht happen to our school these few days.

no one undurstands me. no one ever understands me. even though my parents or my friends. i wish one day some one could understands me.

matured

i'm so angry that everytime when u all talk in the phone suddenly i'm involved in u guys conversation. u guys like to complaint bout me. wish i don't like it. i don't like the way u keep babbling on me. and tell me i need to me mature n do this do that. i know u guys care for me. i know that truly. but can u guys don't keep babbling or complaint bout me. i know that i'm not matured enough i know i don't look like an adult i know my attitude is bad i know i'm stubborn but i'm trying my best to make myself matured, change my attitude make myself more perfect. i know in u guys eyes i'll never look perfect enough. i'm always the one who is a bad attitude, stubborn, stupid, dumb n retarded. i know myself well enough though can u please understands me. if i have the brave to tell u, i will just wanna tell u i want u to stop babbling n complaining me. if u want me to be matured so the only way is that u stop babbling n complaining me n i face my failed, wrongs, mistakes, regret, problems myself. and from there i only know where i'm wrong n i learn from my mistakes theres the only way to make myself more matured there is no use u everyday babbling on me. u just waste u energy. u know human makes mistake.

today is a good day it doesn't rain.
and i'm happy cause i finally found the mondul pintas notes for sejarah.
teacher already give us the notes but i don't even realise it cause i didn't look down the corner there.
this year FIFA world cup is gonna over soon.
this is the first year i'm watching FIFA n also football.


finding a true friend is hard.
i make my head clear n think who is my best friend that will listen to my sadness n all my feelings.
i'm always feeling lonely.
even though i'm happy today in school or with my friends when i settle down myself i'll be thinking nonsense n feeling lonely.
i'm envy with those who have a best friend.
i wish i could have a best friend so that i can share my feelings or secrets with them.

ur smile ur eveything is fading
wht can i do to make it clear n remebered 4ever

today is my mother's 1st anniversary. me my dad my kakak went to the shah alam memorial park. i didn't went to school today.

Today i finally cried T_T because of the add maths tuition. Every time i talk about joining add maths tuition sure I'm crying or arguing. But my aunt remembered me and i decided to join the tuition she recommended me where my brother had went before. She said that sure will get an A for add maths i don't know. I'm afraid to go tuition without my friends over there and look at all the strange faces that i haven seen before. But somehow i should not give up. My aunt nag at me on the phone just now and told me why i go for tuition to get an pass by right u have score for a better result not just to pass. And where is my fighting spirit. I have been scolded until i cried. I cried because i'm stupid. I know that very well. Every thing i lose to other people. Myself also don't know what is my 'que dian'. Anyway i will try to enjoy this tuition and make it fun just like i'm learning piano. I wish to learn piano one day but i know very well it is impossible. So i take this tuition as like i'm learning piano and having a piano class. Fully enjoy what the teacher teaches and learn more about add maths. Ignore all the negatives ideas. So I wish my own self a very GOOD LUCK... Just enjoy the tuition and learn, understand the add maths. Unfold the add maths secret and true colours......... YEAH!!!! GO!!! FIGHTING SPIRITS!!!! GO GO GO!!!!

fate & destiny

do you believe in fate and destiny?
i believe
wht about miracle?
i don't believe
cause everytime when i wish for hope miracle never happen on me before
maybe yes it just that i don't know
if u and him/ her has the fate then u two will be the best couple
this kind of thing very hard to say
i and him can meet together i can fall in love on him is a fate
our life always change n collide is not easy to meet with the one that has the same fate as u
destiny is a thing that uncontrollable
i still don't understand why we still need to live at the end we also have to die
life is a cycle
there is no furture cause at the end u also have to die
maybe life is a chance that we gain our experience............

finally exam's finish. and now is school holiday for 2 weeks. not going anywhere. actually planned to go singapore but she suddenly cancled but at last can already but i don't want to go anymore. she had hurt me. i don't like her attitude because she cannot keep her promises. i hate that kind of ppl. of course i myself sure will keep my promises. now eveyday i should go to my auntie's house. i hate that. at her house i'm so discomfort n boring. hiazzzz.... boring!



I HATE HOLIDAYS!!!!

阿杜 at summit

28/5/2010 Friday

today is Wesak day for the Buddhism. my dad said want to go summit then i said i want go watch movie. he never said anything then said ok. the movie i watch today was ' Prince Of Persia...The Sands Of Time' . this show really fantastic. dam nice. full house today. the main character was so handsome. hehee... after finish movie we decided to go meet my dad but when i'm on my way there i suddenly heard ppl singing. so i faster rushed there. i was so happy and shocked to see who is that. u know who's that. It's the taiwan singer 阿杜. i was shocked really i don't know that he is coming here for his 宣传 about his new album 《沒什麼好怕》. he sings very good. he touched my heart when he is singing. this is the first time i see a real singer not in the television type a real live want. i dam happy. and this is my first time watch the 签唱会. and i also take a few photos about him. even though i never bought his album but i still very 'xin shang' u. i just wan to tell u the first second when i saw u, u already become my idol. i hope that one day i also will become like u have my own album, stand on the stage n sing for everyone. i will always support u. u also must pray for me that one day my dream will really come true. thank you very much 阿杜 u make me very happy today. n i really don't expected that i will see u in front of my eyes not in the television anymore.

what is my ambition?!
this question flow in my mind every time.
keep engaging
but i haven't have an answer yet.
everybody ask me to do a nurse
but sometime i want to do a singer.
but i know that sure it won't come true.
i like to be an singer because i want to make more friends n i'm very curious about the back scene n the process. i know i'm not good in singing but i want to sing for everyone n let them to hear my voice. i love to sing but i know i 'm sure cannot be a singer.

last night dream bout my mother.
always i dream bout her she is health. so i'm happy
every time after the dream i will sure miss her a lot.
in reality i miss her so much n the way i saw her is by dreaming.
dreaming helps me to see her back.
i wish she will come back to my life so that i don't need to miss her
my heart is taken half away with her.
things change.
time still continue to run.
but i'm still at the very beginning point drawing so many circles
but i realise that our relation will never go back to the beginning point of the circle.
as time travels things continue to change without my knowing.
i wish things will go back words.
i'm not brave.
my heart can't be strong.
bie ren yi wei wo hen jian qiang ke shi zhe zhi shi wei juang er yi.
wo bu yao bie ren kan dao wo de shang xin nan guo de yi mian.
suo yi wo xue zhe wei zhuang lai yan gai zhi zi de bei shang he tong ku.

Kelly's birthday

yesterday was Kelly's birthday so Darren decided to belanja makan.. me and Sin Ning heard that we said we want to go so bad la me.. every time also like that...hahah.. the venue held at taipan's pizza hut. it's start at 6.10 to 7.30pm.. i came late cause i know the pizza will serve late so i don't want to wait at there. Darren ordered two pizzas one regular one small... it taste good for the regular pizza that pizza i ordered yesterday when i came to ate with my kakak. n the drinks is ice lemon tea n coke... do u guyz know how mush it cost. RM 98.90 eight people. damn its so expensive.. but nvm la he is so rich. =]

yes! finally finished with my story book...

Title : Please Don't Make Me Go.
Author : John Fenton ( the real life of him )

in the end of the story it makes me want to cry because it really touched my heart. this story is about a true story of a boy name John Fenton (author of this book) tells his story of life from being tottered my his father.he is been force n tottered with her mother by his cruel father. his father doesn't like him n his mother because his father was force to married with her mother because she was pregnant n his father doesn't belief that he is his son. his father tottered they both everyday n one day his father was fighting with his mother he suddenly brave himself n took a vegetable knife beside him n scared his father n said i will kill you if u ever beat my mother again i'll deal with you. from that day on his life is turn into darkness n fearness.

Beaten from an early age by his abusive, father, John struggled to fit in at school where his poverty marked him out. When, aged 13, his father brought a charge against him in order to remove him from the family home, John found himself in Juvenile Court - from here he was sent to the notorious St. Vincent′s school, run by a group of Catholic Irish Brothers.
Beatings and abuse were a part of daily life - both from John′s fellow pupils, but also from the brothers, all of which was overseen by the sadistic headmaster, Brother De Montfort. Tormented physically and sexually by one boy in particular, and by the Brothers in general, John quickly learnt to survive but at the cost of the loss of his childhood.
PLEASE DON′T MAKE ME GO, tells in heart-rending detail the day-to-day lives of John and the other boys - the beatings, the weapons fashioned from toilet chains and stones, the loneliness - but we also see the development of John′s love of reading, his growing friendship with Father Delaney and his best friend, Bernard, and his unstinting love for his mother whom he feared was suffering at the hands of his violent father.
A painfully, brutally honest account, PLEASE DON′T MAKE ME GO is also an example of the resilience of the human spirit as it documents how John learnt to survive and come through his ordeal.

after i have read finished the story i'm very impress of him cause he makes me know that he is very brave n strong he dare to deal with all the abuse to survive. really very impress. he really brave. but the other sight is that he tell me that he is lonely.

请不要伤害那些外表开心的人

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴，没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。 他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑 ，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！ 如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们。。。如果你的身边有这么一个人!请不要伤害他（她）们！因为她们并不坚强。坚强的背后，充满着泪痕。。。。

the first time !

today is 2010 Basketball MSSD the first day
we lose...to bandar puchong jaya(A)
everybody was so upset
especially pei ling.
her hand was injured last Thursday.
the score was 10 vs 13
just only lost 3 marks
just shoot for one ball 3 point then pass
but we didn't did it.
for the last quarter a few minutes before the game ends
we all make it to 10 marks
everybody was so happy n the boys are shouting
i though we can catch up with the points n win
but at last we didn't make it.
is a kind of disappointed.
but we cannot do anything we lose!
my job is to defend the no.9 opponent not to let her touch the ball
i keep trying n struggling to catch up with her foot steps but I'm not too fast enough.
but it didn't mean that i never get a chance to defend her i just lose for a few times i think is 3 to 4 times.
I'm already very sad about this.
this year MSSD is the first year i went down to play for so long normally i will just sit on the bench. i hate to sit on the bench u know. but I'm too scare n nervous when I'm playing in the match.
last after our game the under 15,the boys team n teachers when to USJ 4 school for their match.
n for our team we went to eat at maju-maju. actually pei ling is going with us
but after a bit of situation she just leave me n siew wei to maju-maju but still have some people there waiting for us.
we don't know where pei ling went but after we reached maju-maju chrisanne received a phone call by pei ling saying that she is crying ask her to go and persuade her. chrisanne go.i wish she will be ok....not to be too sad n keep blaming herself.
me n the others start eating. after i have done. it's 1.10. i said bye to them n faster rushed to school n wait for my school bus. i'm not following them to USJ 4.
my left leg was injured too. because one of the opponent bang my leg so now my leg muscle dam pain. n having trouble in walking.
at first i'm very sad because we lose because this game is not suppose to lose i wonder why we will lose. the only thing is everybody play like shit. no strengh at all shoot also like shit.
until hweei teeng also speechless. this is the first time i saw hweei teeng like that. n this is the first time Basketball MSSD first match already lose....the first ever...
tmr also no hope d la... we vs seksyen 4
pei ling said seksyen 4 very pro even though wan sean said they all very short just like me. n hweei teeng tmr is not coming to coach us.
but anyway we also must try our best...
but i finally understand a moral value is
'no matter what is the result, we must accept it with a open heart. Not to thing we actually can win or we actually not to lose these negative words. You must think another angle. Even though we lose but i already try my best. I have already struggle, put all my effort in n play this game as well as i can for my teammates,my coach,my school n myself. N i have work together n struggle together with my teammates. This is the most important thing. The others question that is not that important anymore. Cause these question may only let you feel more sad n hurt your brain nerves.'


^_^

一棵开花的树

如何让你遇见我
在我最美丽的时刻

为这
我已在佛前求了五百年
求佛让我们结一段尘缘
佛於是把我化做一棵树
长在你必经的路旁

阳光下
慎重地开满了花
朵朵都是我前世的盼望

当你走近
请你细听
那颤抖的叶
是我等待的热情

而当你终於无视地走过
在你身後落了一地的
朋友啊
那不是花瓣
那是我凋零的心

today I n my family went to Subang Peraid
we reached there about 12 i think n came back at 6.30pm
i'm so tired...
i'm very happy today beacause i got to eat sushi at sushi king
so nice the sushi over there...
this is my first time i ate there i'm so happy
finally i got the chance to eat there d...happy
i though is very expensive but ok la not very expensive
so next time i want to go n eat there with my friend
if i go eat with my dad he sure don't let me eat there he said very expensive
so i find my friend n accompanied me....
nice sushi
feel good
but eat sushi very fast full
i ate 2 plates then feel full d so useless right?
haiz
but i said this is the chance so i must treasure this chance
so i don't care i continue to take n take n ate n ate....

first i would like to apologize to Pei Ling
because i promise her to go training today but i never turn up
because i though is going to rain till training finish i need to walk back home no transport so i only never go
i'm not purposely... pls understand me.
today at school history lesson the cloud became dark n grey so i knew is going to rain i actually want to go training but i scare later this rain start at when i finished my training so decided not to go not i don't want to go.
then suddenly it started to rain the whole class said haiyo....
then the school bell rang it's time to go home but it is still raining no other choice had to walked under the rain
when i reached the bicycle stand i saw Kha Hui i asked her want to get wet?
she replied: ok ! let's go!
i'm so happy to heard that because i also want to get wet
so we walked out of the school n get wet
on that moment i'm so happy suddenly all the ungoood things or good things i all also forget i just very happy when every time i get wet in the rain. all the trouble like already vanish. my mood become very very very good very happy.
i like to get wet in the rain. it's fun.seriously.
then when my bus came i n my another friend hoop into the bus.
today when the bus pit stop at the usj 1 Meranti Court suddenly a lightning n followed by a very very loud n fierce thunder i got a shock because it's too loud n this is my first time i heard so loud n fierce thunder. very scare....

today actually i suppose to go to school but i never enter
because i yesterday forget to set my alarm clock so i didn't wake up
i woke up at 7.10am i said it's late to school n nobody can send me to school so i never turn up
i'm so angry n disappointed why yesterday i never set the alarm clock
if i set then i today i can go school no need so worry about wht teacher teached today
hai....
today really very bad luck that is wht i can say....
nw i'm worrying about my march exam is coming
is next next week
how am i going to do...
nvm i must try to do my best because i don't want to disappoint myself especially
go! go! go! andrea lim pei shan u can do it!!!!!
come on! come on! come on!
+u! +u! +u! gambateh!!!!!!!
XD

yesterday i and my kakak went to 3k complex swimming
we set bus there
but we took a wrong bus
so we decided to stop at sunway pyramid n took another bus
we wait n wait
finally there is a mini bus
we quickly hoop in the bus pay money n found place to set
finally we reached 3k complex
we came down from the bus n went in to the 3k complex counter for buying the tickets
the tickets costed RM4 each we bought 2 one for me n the other one for my kakak
because we went early the swimming section is 2 to 5pm
so we decided to eat our lunch n wait till 2pm we only go in
i just pick a orange juice n my kakak pick a kueh tieow goreng
yay, 2pm d
we went in the swimming pool there n i still saw the swimming student swimming
I'm so envy them because they know how to swim
not like me i don't know how to swim
but i now can say know how to swim d
50 50 la not so bad n not so good
i tell myself i must learn how to swim because i don't want to loose to other ppl
my kakak teach me how to swim yesterday
is quiet fun so i learn very fast
i learn to swim properly n smoothly
not like last time i simply swim n so rude
my friend from the 3k swimming student she said must learn how to swim frog style first before u go to other style this is the basic but from last time i learned freestyle so yesterday i keep struggling to learn frog style but anyway i will keep in up
we swam till 4.30pm i think then i said let's go to pasar malam i'm hungry nw
ok then we went to toilet n took a bath change my clothes n get ready to pasar malam
on the way we walked to pasar malam the A&W shop is beside 3k so i said aet here la then ok
i bought a set it coast RM12.30 it is so expensive than McDonald
but no choice i'm too hungry n so long never aet A&W d
after i aet finished we started to walked to pasar malam again
we bought some fish, vegetable and some fruits
so nw is the time we want to go back home
we waited bus n finally the bus mini came
the bus stop at Taipan n we walked home.....

today going to go back Gerik
this year's CNY so boring dam boring
haiz....
bro going NZ d...
sad...T_T
this house is going quiet n quiet
n i'm getting lonely n lonely..
haizzz...

today En. Noraizam told us about last year form 5
he mention bout u
i got so shock
that time i think bout u
how r u nw
actually everyday i think bout u
just i don't tell anyone
haiz...
i'm so sad bout myself....
don't know wht can i do to make myself more braver to tell u i love u
ok larh.. going to log out my dad going using com...
bb... =_=

today got to play basketball...
hahaha...happy =]
but i never get the ball just only 2 times only...
so sad....
they all so sellfish just only past to thier friends...
i hate this kind of situation
in the court i'm just standing there and running like hell but nobody past the ball to me....hate..
tired....

today is my friends birthday...
i yesterday brought a packet of Ferrero Rocher...
she very happy to receive this present cause this is her favourite chocolate...
hahaha... thats why i bought for her...

lying down on the grass n look at the sky...
looking at the sky makes me thinks alot...
stare at the sky ur tears will not drop...
miss u of my heart keep pumping n pumping...

don't know should i continue to love u...
this secret love is too deep
i can't believe what that i c
shock...
too stupid to love u...
going to cc tmr...
but don't know my dad let me go or not...
hope so..
so long never go d lorh...
miss it..
tmr going to play Left 4 Dead 2... haha..happy

bz finding tuition....
haizz...
still waiting for u
i hope i can catch up with add maths
i don't want to failed
i want to get good result
everyone said add maths is difficult
but i must try
even though how hard how difficult is it i must not failed
i must pass
n i must catch up because i want to prove 2 other ppl i can...
haizz
these 2 days school no teaching so boring
i hope tmr will start teaching
=]

first day of school

2day the first day of school...
i woke up at 5.40 am cause i can't sleep
i'm very expect...
can say i'm happy
n can say i'm sad
50 50 la..
i'm sad is because u r not schooling with me anymore u graduated
n i can't c u anymore
everytime when after school i'll wait n concentrate to find u
after i saw u i'm so happy
but now i'm alone...
we 2 r so fate
cause we 2 join the same activities..
just like :
*basketball.
*scouts.
*account. ( in the same classroom like u in form 4 )
*red group.
yesterday when i msg u i'm so happy
going to get mad n crazy....
y nw u don't recently online
last time u keep online almost everyday
but when i'm form 3 u started not online just a few times only
i know y cause u need to prepare for ur exam's n SPM
so i hope that this year u will be back....

i still in love with u
but u don't know
i wanted to tell u but i'm scared
so i'm the most stupiest girl in this world who love a boy but not telling him
this situation remains for already 2 n the half years
i don't know y is so difficult to tell
i keep waiting n waiting from days to days
but
i can't...
i'm mad about u...forever n ever
i'm crazy about u.. forever n ever
this secrect love will it be interesting n beautiful...
i really hope it can...
because this is the first time i meet a boy n fall in love with him for almost 3 years....