haiz....

so many things happen recently

and i'm very trouble now

why you will become like that

u had change

n from bad to worst

i'm scare

i'm afraid

that i will loss her

she treat me so well

she have make a promise to take care of me

but i'm scare

that u will fire her

i already have nobody to talk to

is just left her

but now u said u want to fire her

u know i hate u more n more from day to day

cause u had already change....

is it everybody know that when they r going to die
or just a particular person only
i don't know how to express my feelings nw
but first i need to find a person that willing to hear my story's
i'm not a person that like to share my feeling's
eveytime i will keep all the feeling's in my heart
that's why i'm so suffering
nw is time to share my story's n my feelings
anyone is willing to be my listener
for me is very hard to find a listener
my heart is very pain right nw
from days to days
the cut in my heart is getting deeper n deeper
how can i recovered it
someone help me !!!
i'm in trouble....

i seems don't understand
y everytime unfortunate things always happen
can anyone give me a good reason for it
my heart is tired of the hurt
it can't stand anymore
but i can't get rid of it
i'm suffering from the past
i can't find a way to step out of the hole
it seems getting deeper n deeper
and finally i failed to climb out
cause i'm tired....
after the things had happen
i never happy before till nw
i'm tired...
really...
i'm not strong
i'm a slacker

he said
is time to go
is time to leave
is time to let go
is time to say goodbye
is time to have peace
is time to rest
is time to relax
u r tired i know
nw i send my angels to u
n follow me
don't worry about them
they will be fine
u r really tired
very tired
n restless
the choice is u need a rest
just leave them
u will be happier in here
send a smile back to them
before u leave them
this will comfort them little....

looking at the blue sky

they are smilling to me

n told me u were be fine

unfortunate things always happen

when time passes

u only know wht is cherish

eveything seems to be changing

now u r covered by angels

may u be peace

god always protect u

n bless u

u were never alone anymore

i think u r nw very happy n healthy

i think of u everyday

is not that i can't sleep

is just i'm missing u

stary stary night

the star blinking like u were looking at me

n the moon on the night sky

smilling to me

just like ur smile that never vanish

i just wanna know that how r u

i can feel that

u were more prettier n healthier

just like i imagine

i just want to see u

how r u nw

i can c the sorrow from ur heart

don't worry

jesus always protect u

wait for me

Grandma, u must wait for me !!!

u need to wait for me

u cannot just go

do u understand me ?!

i really don't want to loose you

u must be strong

pls...

u really must wait for me

i'm not strong enough to stand up

so i need your help

to support me

u r my lovely grandma that i ever had

pls....

don't leave me till i'm over my PMR

i need ur support

i really need u

did u hear me....

T_T