Sad song

If I Could See You Again - Yiruma

yesterday i dream of u ! what a wonderful thing isn't it?

tmr is SPM trial. our class change exam place. when i know i sit the same place where you use to sit during your examination i tell myself what a coincident. actually there are many things we are in common is just that you don't care about it. all the while i'm the one who cares for everything.

for this trial i'm gonna try my best. GO GO GO!!!!! FIGHTING!!!! :)

it's been so long i didn't update my blog. mainly because i'm lazy. i don't really play computer since the day i change my new power. i'm really scare to change a new power.





last Friday 29/7/2011 a rainy day. i woke up in the morning and i felt my stomach pain. i never thought too much and thought it will recover soon. unfortunately, the pain doesn't go off and after recess i had a fever. i suspect it's an appendix. after school the pain got worsen so i decided to rang my dad called him to come back and take me to the clinic or hospital. first we went to clinic then the doctor there said he also suspected an appendix. so we went to the subang medical centre hospital. the doctors helped me to checked and confirmed it was an appendix. the nurses took my blood and urine for test. then i admitted in the hospital. this is the first time i'm in the hospital after i'm borned. on the same day but midnight i had my operation done. i could barely opended my eyes after the operation because of the anesthetic. i slept til the next morning. but i still felt very tired. then i needed to pee. i couldn't stand up because of the pain after operation. after 3 days laying in the hospital, finally the doctor came and asked me whether i wanted to go home or not. of course i answered yes. oh ya forgot to tell u who's the doctor surgan. he's an indian general surgen doctor name Dr. Abel. he is not a very patient and polite doctor to me. but i still thank him for everything he done. i checked out the same day on sunday morning 31/7/2011.





yesterday 2/8/2011 i felt like wanting to slept with my favourite bear. name chichi. but the thing was i couldn't find it. then i knew it already gone missing. so i suspected that the bear is in my cousin's house in terengganu. i was soooo dam freaking ass hole sad. i didn't realise it was missing. i thought my cousin put it back in the cupboard. so now i was hoping and praying that the teddy bear is still with her and it doesn't go out of shape or anything. this year holiday or any holiday i will go back there or ask pei xin to help me check. i really don't want to lost the bear cause he's my favourite bear i ever had. so plssssssssssssssssssss god i beg u once again to help me find back my bear chichi

today i let her so sad..
i lost her favourite album...
actually not really me but i'm still responsible..
if i know shalini is so irresponsible i will surely won't pass it to her...
if really can't find it shalini will have to pay RM90 and i'll pay RM30 to buy for her a new one....
i think still selling even though is limited...
so now i'm praying tmr they can find out who took it or she left it...
i also pray that she will tell the truth and remembered who she gave it to....
i really pray to god and everybody to help me and her to find back her album cause i know what is her feeling right now....
plssss god.... please help me...even though next time what you want me to do i'm ok...
really... promise.. plssssssssssssssssssssssssssss helpppppppppppppppppppp meeeeeeeeeeeeeee GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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