Finally got a job in Berry's cake house. 

Boss was very kind and the workers are Chinese.

salary was 1200 basic. i realize its kinda little after that. 

this wasn't my favourite cake shop. 

to be honest this cake shop is very old school compared to Rt.

but since i've got a job there, i targeted myself to work there and learn my basic as much as possible during this 6 months or even lesser. 

after 6 months im going off to a better place to work. 

6 months on basic training. 

i still want to work in hotel. more experience to pick up. 

and i can get to wear chef jacket instead of a tshirt. this isn't feel professional at all. 

my final target is get into hotel and slowly proceed to maybe cruise. 

I CAN DO IT! I MUST ACHIEVED! i cannot lose and let myself regret. 

i must learn to do out of my best since I've chosen this path as my whole life career. 

Stay positive ANDREA!!! You Can Do It like always! 

Hey, i've been started to thinking about you again. 
i miss you.
how r u?
have you miss me? or think about me even for a second?
i miss Penang. 
i miss the life there.
i miss the life in hotel.
am i still able to go back there and live once again one day.
i keep imagining that we're together and you hold me tight at night.
deep inside my heart i know i still didn't forget about you. 
i'm still hoping for you to come back and find me no matter what way you use. 
im still believing there's still a slight possibility. 
its silly i know. but i couldn't help. 
im waiting for him to bring back my heart that he stole. 

just a smile  and i'm all caught up with this chemical reaction..LOVE