Today i finally cried T_T because of the add maths tuition. Every time i talk about joining add maths tuition sure I'm crying or arguing. But my aunt remembered me and i decided to join the tuition she recommended me where my brother had went before. She said that sure will get an A for add maths i don't know. I'm afraid to go tuition without my friends over there and look at all the strange faces that i haven seen before. But somehow i should not give up. My aunt nag at me on the phone just now and told me why i go for tuition to get an pass by right u have score for a better result not just to pass. And where is my fighting spirit. I have been scolded until i cried. I cried because i'm stupid. I know that very well. Every thing i lose to other people. Myself also don't know what is my 'que dian'. Anyway i will try to enjoy this tuition and make it fun just like i'm learning piano. I wish to learn piano one day but i know very well it is impossible. So i take this tuition as like i'm learning piano and having a piano class. Fully enjoy what the teacher teaches and learn more about add maths. Ignore all the negatives ideas. So I wish my own self a very GOOD LUCK... Just enjoy the tuition and learn, understand the add maths. Unfold the add maths secret and true colours......... YEAH!!!! GO!!! FIGHTING SPIRITS!!!! GO GO GO!!!!

fate & destiny

do you believe in fate and destiny?
i believe
wht about miracle?
i don't believe
cause everytime when i wish for hope miracle never happen on me before
maybe yes it just that i don't know
if u and him/ her has the fate then u two will be the best couple
this kind of thing very hard to say
i and him can meet together i can fall in love on him is a fate
our life always change n collide is not easy to meet with the one that has the same fate as u
destiny is a thing that uncontrollable
i still don't understand why we still need to live at the end we also have to die
life is a cycle
there is no furture cause at the end u also have to die
maybe life is a chance that we gain our experience............

finally exam's finish. and now is school holiday for 2 weeks. not going anywhere. actually planned to go singapore but she suddenly cancled but at last can already but i don't want to go anymore. she had hurt me. i don't like her attitude because she cannot keep her promises. i hate that kind of ppl. of course i myself sure will keep my promises. now eveyday i should go to my auntie's house. i hate that. at her house i'm so discomfort n boring. hiazzzz.... boring!



I HATE HOLIDAYS!!!!